I’m such a mood killer with my grammar nazi corrections LOL.

Even if I accidentally wake up at 5 just to catch you before you sleep, regardless, you always leave a message for me. It puts a smile on my face.

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I don’t compete. You either want me in your life or you don’t. I’m not going to be one of those individuals who put their life on hold while you try and figure it out who you’d rather be with. Treat me like a priority, and I’m all yours. Treat me like an option though, and I’ll leave. It’s as simple as that.

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I feel like I’ve been lied to these past couple weeks. It’s not that I feel, I have been lied to. Numerous times. All the times that you’ve said you miss me and you want us to get back together, that’s all a lie. Where I asked if you still love me anymore, you said you can’t answer that question, but truth is I already knew the answer. That answer was no, right? Because you already found another guy, started holding hands with him and everything. Not even a week after we broke up. Everything is just a cycle for you so it seems like you can’t get out of it. You always said I was too good for you or you don’t deserve me or whatever some bullshit excuse, but really? We were together for a reason, both of us shouldn’t have been feeling that way. You’re acting like everything is fine and nothing happened. Usually I’m like “hope you’re happy and everything” but damn, now I’m just thinking “You can go fuck yourself.” You just lost a pretty damn good guy.

Some people said I deserved better, even from the start. I put so much effort into this relationship. So much. You attempted to throw it all away before. But I should’ve took notes on what other people said. “Losing her only means that someone better is coming tomorrow.” I’m pretty sure there will be. Someone who will actually recognize everything I do for her, and she reciprocates on her behalf, not because I tell her to.

Being hurt was just part of being in love. For something bigger to happen, one must stitch back the hole that has been made and move into a more deeper relationship. Love isn’t perfect, its improvements from our history and always growing from past pains allowing us to better ourselves with a connection with someone else.

I’m done with this.

For all the things I’ve done for you, I’m the one that gets fucked over, bad.

It didn’t take me long to realize that there’s something about you that was bound to grab
a hold of me. I can’t explain it but there’s just such an attraction I have towards you. It’s
not all looks, it’s not all personality. There’s just some sort of a vibe that I’m getting off of
you that gives me no reason to have doubt. I just have this feeling that won’t go away and
it keeps telling me that the future has something in store for you and I. It’s something
worth the wait. Something worth the sting of loneliness, the tears, and the heartache that we’ve each gone through. Maybe it’s an end to all of that. Maybe, just maybe, this can be
the real thing.

(Source: kevinchhann)

Kevin Chhann, you have been the most amazing cousin. It’s crazy, because we aren’t related in anyway but yet I feel we are. Our bond is just to great to be dismantled. You’ve always been there for me, through thick and thin. Theres not a word or words strong enough, meaningful enough, to describe how appreciative and grateful I am to have you in my life. We’ve been through so much together, and its strange how it feels so long ago that we’ve met but at the same time feel as though it was just yesterday. I’ll always be here for you. Ride or die, ill always be that nigga you can depend on. I promise. Cousins for life, and dont you ever go and forget that Chhann..

Shit, nigga <3

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Dear Dee,

I can’t express how much I feel for you. But I just want to say is, thank you. Really thank you. You’ve put up with so much shit that I’ve given you, and I’ve talked you through so many scenarios haha. Even like the simplest problems you over analyze it but then you come to me for help and everything is just a complete outline, it’s so clear for you now. This past year we’ve gotten so much closer than I’d imagine, and opening up each others minds and trust. You’re truly a good friend to me that one I could really count on when I’m in need to just let everything out. You say you do feel bad because you don’t know what to say, but truthfully just you listening is all that matters. You putting your time and effort just to listen to me helps the most. Getting the advice is just a whole another plus to it. I don’t know how I’d be presently if I didn’t meet you or find out a way to communicate with you. You’re not the type of friend where whenever I have a problem I go to you, we have better than great conversations that I enjoy very much and it’s just heartwarming to be honest. But every time we talk, we either say what we have to say that’s bothering us, solve or talk about it, then usually converse afterwards about the most randomest things that makes both of us laugh and disregard our problems. I’m grateful I met you.

(Source: kevinchhann)

What the fuck is the meaning of life…? I honestly want to be gone right now.

Priorities first, play later.

(Source: kevinchhann)